Just because she’s the type of girl who would forgive you &take you back after everything you did to her, doesn’t mean you can take advantage of her nice side. Just because she’s the type of girl who would try to forget everything, doesn’t mean you can take advantage of her nice side. Really, you can’t. Because, one day- she’s going to be real tired of hearing the same excuses. One day, she’ll do herself a favor &let you walk the fuck out. Sorry but she can’t stand someone doing the wrong things over &over again, thinking they’ll change if they haven’t even thought twice of trying.
There is no reason at all for lies. Especially to a person you love, regardless. But the thing with us girls, we believe the lies and when we do find out, we forgive as if they’re not gonna do it again. If they’re down enough to lie to you the first time, they’ll definitely do it for the second, the third, the fourth time.
If you’re worth a lie to him, then your relationship is not worth the truth. Don’t let it get to you girls, don’t do it.
Babe is gonna be out with the boys tonight, & that means I’ll have time to myself, finaaaally for the first time in weeks, haha. But, It’s not like I wasn’t invited, I insisted he goes without me. I don’t keep him on lockdown & he doesn’t tie me down either. We’re a two for one deal. He takes me everywhere, he goes where I go & vice versa. But tonight, he’ll have his night. & yes I am totally aware of what his plans & intensions are for tonight. Budddies&Beer, you ketch? haha
I know I vowed to never do this again but I I guess this seems to be the only thing I’m good at Got something that you need to know You’re the realest shit i never wrote Can’t hold It gotta let It go Know, that I mean every note. Yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah), listen baby.
Let me start by saying that the way I Feel for you has never once changed And the games I played, mistakes I made Leave me sorrier than you’ll ever know We got a problem baby I can’t lie Cause lately I realize that I Never knew that we was on the same (playing field) Knew that it was wrong but we (let it be) And I know you never knew when you said “I do” That you would have to face all the (pain you feel)
And It’s killing me girl that you have to live with this Live with the lies I tell Live with the pain you feel Knowing the man you love Is fooling around Oh baby said It’s killin me girl Said I just dont understand Why you wanna be with this kind of man (ooh ho) Why would you love a fool With all the things I do I know its hard for you Hard for you to live with this
Trade memories from moments Treat love to be lonely Guess It’s just the man in me Blame It on celebrity When the night time feel like the right time And then spotlight feel like the bright light But Its really just my fears And It still don’t dry your tears When I, say she aint you When I, really love you more When you, say if its true Why’d you do It for? And I, I really don’t have no excuse I break you heart, make you cry I just wanna say goodbye
And It’s killing me girl that you have to live with this Live with the lies I tell Live with the pain you feel Knowing the man you love Is foolin around Oh baby said it’s killin me girl Said I just dont understand Why you wanna be with this kind of man (ooh ho) Why would you love a fool With all the things I do I know Its hard for you Hard for you to live with this
What I feel I don’t even gotta write it Its like poison in my body and there’s now way to deny that my heart Is a time bomb When seconds left to explode But i gotta let you know before it blows That it aint on you, it’s my fault All the gossipy talk, behind your back when you walk By the time you will know Before long you will see That you deserve more, you derserve more You derserve so much more That what am i will be…
And it’s killing me girl that you have to live with this Live with the lies I tell Live with the pain you feel Knowing the man you love is foolin around Oh baby said it’s killin me girl Said I just dont understand Why you wanna be with this kind of man (ooh ho) Why would you love a fool With all the things I do I know its hard for you Hard for you to live with this (uh) Live with this Can you, live with this, girl (ohh) I just want you know…
Got something that you need to know You’re the realest shit i never wrote Can’t hold it gotta let it go Know, that i mean every note. (yeah) Yeah [x5], hhmmm
Haww today was the day that I was suppose to buy myself the new urban decay release, Alice In Wonderland book of shadows at Sephora. I look in my wallet & all I have is $8 dollllllars, ugh. Don’t think I’ll be gettin it next week either, I’ve got school obligations to pay.
Tried to beat the bell, ended up late. School was school. Afterschool, headed to babe’s house, bought flowers, went to visit his Mom, munchies at blazen steaks, headed back down Kalihi & bought icecream, played Forza with babe, stopped by Blockbusters, & here I am, home. Today was a good, good day.
He has me screamin on the top of muh lungs, pourin my heart out, & the next second he’s got me laughin like it never happend. It’s worth it, he’s worth it. I found my luhv at 14 & I’ve been in luhv eversince.
& this message personally goes out to you Stephanie…
You and him are dead, long gone, done, buried. He must of loved you at the time but he loves me now. We’ve been together for a lil more than 3 years now, understand that he would of left me along time ago if he wanted to be with you, and you questioned him that too, the outcome is the same, he’s with me, still. If your so happy, if you already found better like you said, stop being curious about M I N E S. Stop tryna get to him everytime we fight, don’t you get it? The only time he talks to you is when we’re fighting. I know for a fact this relationship could be much more stronger and happier if you just kept your ass out of it. You are fucking low to even butt in our relationship. Remember all the times i pushed him away, i pushed him away countless times, he could of left and start over with you but guess what hunny, he worked harder to get back with me, it’ll always be this way. Honestly, you guys need one more try with each other, save me the bullshit and try again best believe me that you guys have nothing in common anymore. He became a part of me and i know you don’t want to believe that. He knows that, but he wont know that i could possibly be his untill you guys get over each other. Omg i know i sound so stupid to even say but i’d give anything to make him realize. One day he’ll know, know for sure.